New Chess Blog
I know much hasn’t happened here in awhile, and I can’t say how much will. I’m heading out into the world, and while I am continuing my writing, many of those projects are to be conducted in private — yes, there is still poetry and novel writing going on.
I also have started a new chess blog with a friend of mine, and if anyone is interested, you can find it at Wrong Rook Pawn.
TBD to be incomplete
Just thought I’d take care of this while I was doing some bookkeeping, so to speak –
It was mentioned some time back that there was a final determinant yet to be written for the TBD series, and lo and behold it has yet to be written. I would like to announce that this final determinant is not going to be written. TBD will remain eternally incomplete, but it seems as though that is something completely in sync with the process involved with the rest of the project. It is meant to be open-ended in many ways, and by acknowledging the work’s incompleteness, I think the gesture comes full circle — or rather it opens up in a way that it was meant to. I doubt anyone was holding their breath for the conclusion of this series, but in case anyone ever started wonder what happened to the end of TBD, now you know.
Some Upcoming Changes to the Blog
Well, I’m thinking this blog has used the Dusk wordpress theme since it was created near the beginning of my college career. With my undergraduate days at their end, I feel the need to change it to something lighter, and will most likely be converting to the MistyLook theme in the near future. This also means going back through a lot of the old poetry posts and fixing them to work with the new theme (a big factor in why the theme has never changed before); some of the old poems took hours to get to format correctly. Also, there is a tags feature to wordpress that I have never used, but have started to recognize the usefulness of. I like tag clouds, and would like to incorporate into the blog; although, this requires a theme like MistyLook that has a little more built in functionality, so there isn’t yet another thing hanging out on the lefthand side (MistyLook puts the pages and search at the top, separate from the widgets). Tags would also be an effective way to bring more visitors to the blog, which is always nice, so that will be another big change. Not sure how much it’ll be noticed, but it does mean I’m going back through 350+ posts to try and sort them in this new way. Wish me luck! And don’t expect the changes immediately; they may be something done more towards the start of June — we’ll just have to see how enthusiastic I am, and what time I have available.
5/14/09 Chess Win — Talking Heads
Opening: Petrov/Russian Game: Urusov Gambit (C42)
Result: 1-0
This was, I felt, one of the most solid games I’ve played, and indicates a difference in the level of player I am now versus the level of player I was a few months ago. Everything sort of locked into place as the game continued. I gained a more than sufficient material advantage and used pressure to allow for little room for my opponent to run around in. The opening was also very interesting with some quick trading of pieces. Anyway, this is a pretty solid win for me, and I think it’s worth taking a look at for you chess players out there:
1.e4 e5 2.Nf3 Nf6 3.Bc4 d5 4.exd5 Nxd5 5.Nxe5 Qd6 6.d4 Nf6 7.Nxf7 Qb4+ 8.Nd2 Qe7+ 9.Qe2 Rg8 10.Ne5 Be6 11.O-O Nbd7 12.b3 O-O-O 13.Ndf3 h6 14.Re1 g5 15.a4 Qb4 16.Bxe6 Rg7 17.a5 a6 18.Ba3 Qc3 19.Qc4 Qxc4 20.bxc4 Re7 21.d5 c5 22.Nf7 Rxe6 23.dxe6 Bg7 24.Nxd8 Kxd8 25.exd7 Nxd7 26.Rad1 Kc7 27.Re7 Bd4 28.Nxd4 cxd4 29.Rxd4 Kc6 30.Rexd7 b6 31.R4d6#
See the game/look at the moves: Talking Heads
Jarre Wiki Hoax
Ok, so it’s not a very catchy name for it, but I’ve yet to see anyone come up with a better one. There’s been a hoax, and I would be remiss if I did not say something about it, as someone who has spoken on behalf of the value of these things before.
Here’s the gist of it: a young man, someone my age actually, posted a false tidbit of information on Wikipedia with no cited source, which various news media then used in their reporting; however, Wikipedia caught the error within minutes and removed it. Shane Fitzgerald, the young man responsible, posted the false information multiple times with Wikipedia admins catching and correcting it each time within hours if not minutes. If you want more details click here.
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This Time
Consider that who we are involves being eagerly baffled. I think I have some idea what the answer is to my big question and where it lies, but that seems like it too might be just another fiction with limited relevance (an interesting comment from someone who just wrote and posted here so much about how reality is not as ontologically distinct from fiction as we like to think). You must learn to accept the consequences of having been wrong before. Think of the tension between looking for something like sovereignty and actually assuming you know what that is. For me the strong symbols are my guidelines because I cannot yet read the subtleties. This is something I hope to one day address on the stage of a novel, but for now I am happy to try and convey the struggle in poetry.
In response to an aphorism written by Prof. Michael Theune:
[the original aphorism]
According to Joseph Campbell, the main lesson of the myths through the ages and across cultures is that one might actually, deep within, be sovereign, that one’s true self is majestic. Does anyone believe this anymore? Now, if you want people to go on quests, to change their lives, it might be better to tell them, You were not born to reign, but neither were they . . .
(check out more of his awesome aphorisms at Seven Corners Poetry)
[the response]
I am at the dusk of an event –
something like dust has started to settle
into the long slender folds of the night.
Silver sand squishes between my toes
on the beaches of sleep; somewhere I
often stay away from because as we all know,
sleep is for dreamers.
What choices have been left to me
come from something I had to be told,
but feel as though I had learned once
I realized that I would probably not
grow up to be an astronaut or the President:
I have been told that I was not born to reign,
but then again, neither was anyone else.
What choices have been left to me
result from a need to be sovereign,
to be kingly. And I have heard stories
of the Ancient East and the Ancient West,
wherein they say that somewhere out
there lies the visage of the king of kings.
Sometimes I exist for my own salvation;
other times I have given all that I can,
and I imagine I will do so again — last
full measures considered. But it is only
this I go to find: that which yet survives
stamped on lifeless things — great tomes,
the words of a statue, the trunk of a sun
god, the shield of a hero.
On the hunt, I kill to survive, yet a greater
predator may come and claim my kill, and so
I abandon the carcass to survive also. The
work of our lives brings us where we will be,
and our lives likewise drive us away from
where we are.
The silver sands are caught beneath my
untrimmed toenails, soft yet irritating.
The beach cools my feet, but I do not doze
here in these subtle surroundings because
sleep is for dreamers. And I have come
for sovereignty — blood and bone; symbols
as subtle as a flash flood.
This is who we are.
At least those of us
who are still looking.
“Circe” from Joyce’s Ulysses
This is another older essay of mine that I found. This time the topic is the “Circe” chapter (or rather a particular passage’s relation to the chapter) from James Joyce’s Ulysses.
The “Circe” chapter of Joyce’s Ulysses is a masterful manipulation of language that takes the lenses we have seen the world through in previous chapters and skews them, so that we might see more clearly. This nightmarish chapter perverts reality, but by doing so we see essential qualities of characters, especially Bloom and Stephen. A close look at this will be taken from the following passage taken from chapter 15, “Circe,” lines 2777-782:
BLOOM
(cowed) Exuberant female. Enormously I desiderate your domination. I am exhausted, abandoned, no more young. I stand, so to speak, with an unposted letter bearing the extra regulation fee before the too late box of the general postoffice of human life. The door and window open at a right angle cause a draught of thirtytwo feet per second according to the law of falling bodies.
“Ithaca” from Joyce’s Ulysses
I stumbled across this the other day. It’s a brief analysis of the “Ithaca” chapter of James Joyce’s Ulysses. Not really one of my better essays, as it is an early one, but I thought I’d share all the same.
In Ulysses, Bloom is attributed his closing thoughts on the day in the penultimate chapter, “Ithaca.” This is appropriate, since Molly is given even a greater say and sway in the concluding chapter.
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Searle vs. Quine — Behaviorism & Language
“Behaviorism, Meaning, and Reference: Because Searle Meant Rabbit”
In an article titled “Translation and Meaning,” W.V. Quine takes a look at behaviorism as it pertains to language, and through that logical enquiry determines that meaning and reference can either be said to not exist as we normally conceive of them, or are trivial at best. John R. Searle responds to Quine’s conclusion in his article “Indeterminacy, Empiricism, and First Person.” In the article, Searle works to refute Quine with several alternative assessments of his own. Quine’s claim is bold, but it seems to rob language of much of what we would normally consider its intrinsic value, and this alone would make many people wish to agree with Searle. However, based on Quine’s original article, we can see how Quine would have responded to Searle, and are forced to conclude that Searle’s counterarguments do not manage to successfully dismiss the results of Quine’s enquiry.
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Hume, proportioning beliefs to evidence
Hume says that a wise person proportions his or her belief to the evidence. What does he mean by this?
This idea is actually at the core of Hume’s constructive argument, as he creates his definition of causation and reasoning. The statement itself comes from a fairly easy to accept bit of reasoning. When we choose to believe in something, we do so for a reason. That reason is typically some sort of preference. For instance, we could choose to agree with one philosopher because he is easy to read and understand, although his argument does not seem as sound or as well supported by evidence as another philosopher, who we might also choose to agree with. The wise person agrees with the philosopher who has more evidence, as his argument will be better supported; also there is the possibility that the wise person agrees with neither person because there is insufficient evidence for both arguments, or there is sufficient evidence to the contrary of both arguments.
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Hume on miracles, once more with feeling!
What does Hume mean when he says that “the Christian Religion not only was at first attended with miracles, but even at this day cannot be believed by any reasonable person without one. Mere reason is insufficient to convince us of its veracity: And whoever is moved by Faith to assent to it, is conscious of a continued miracle in his own person, which subverts all principles of his understanding, and gives him a determination to believe what is most contrary to custom and experience”? Is Hume right? Why or why not?
This comment comes from Hume at the close of Enquiry: 10, “Of miracles,” and it sums up the results of Hume’s rigorous treatment of miracles in a sort of tongue in cheek way. A reasonable person needs a miracle in order to believe and follow Christianity, but miracles themselves are shown by Hume to be unreasonable. The two possible readings of a “miracle in his own person” are similarly playful with how they condemn miracles. We can take faith to be miraculous and in that sense a splendid and wonderful thing that allows us to transcend our insufficient capabilities to comprehend and interpret the universe, but then again a continued miracle within ourselves could also indicate a sort of continued fallacy. Again, if miracles are unreasonable, then the way that they inspire faith in us is actually something that takes us further from accuracy and truth, rather than helping us cross a chasm that our understanding normally cannot. I would argue that Hume thinks miracles are wholly unreasonable and that we should not buy into them. He is quick to show the problems and fallacies inherent in miracles, and the multiple readings of the closing statement certainly have some lingering sarcasm. Essentially, he finds it somewhat amazing that people can even come to believe in such a thing, and their continued belief in it is a miracle to him because it goes against everything we know as human beings.
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Hume and Necessary Connection, again
Hume really think that we have an idea of necessary connection?
The simple answer to this question is no. Hume does not think at the start of Enquiry: 7 that there is a consensus as to what a necessary connection is, and by the end of the essay, what we think a necessary connection should be is not possible to have. We begin with a conception of what philosophers have basically been trying to get at with the term necessary connection, and throughout that working model is polished into an idea. But we discover that the resulting idea is not something we can actually use with the definitiveness we previously had assumed we could. We can have something like necessary connection, but we cannot actually have necessary connection. I would even go so far as to say that we do have an idea of necessary connection, but that we must be wary of it because it obscures the way things actually are.
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Match & Rematch — Chess Loss & Win, Same Opponent
Game #1 (Loss)
Opening: Ruy Lopez: Berlin Defense (C65)
Result: 1-0
Game #2 (Win)
Opening: French Defense: Queen’s Knight (C00)
Result: 1-0
Each of these games I intend to take a close look at because I began with pretty much the same opening strategy, but in one I was crushed and in the other I did the crushing. I’m trying to develop the theory behind the Vienna Game that I use so often, so that I am more ready to use it in play, but I haven’t had much time to analyze games lately. I have a few ongoing games now as well that have a similar start that will require some careful contemplation that I might make my opening lines more effective. Still, these two in particular were interesting to me because I lost in the first match pretty quickly, and I won the second one pretty quickly; although, in the second game, my opponent essentially refused to resign even though he was obviously defeated. To be honest, I just played the first game terribly, giving up my queen when there was no need early on; I’m not sure where my head was at–for those who have seen my other games, the second game, which I won, is much more comparable to my usual play-style:
1.e4 e5 2.Nf3 Nc6 3.Bb5 Nf6 4.Nc3 d5 5.Nxe5 Bc5 6.h3 a6 7.Nxc6 Qd6 8.e5 Qe6 9.Nd4+ axb5 10.Nxe6 Bxe6 11.exf6 gxf6 12.Nxb5 Ra5 13.Nxc7+ Ke7 14.Nxe6 fxe6 15.O-O e5 16.d3 Rg8 17.Qh5 Ra6 18.Qxh7+ Kf8 19.Bh6+ — White Resigns
Watch the game/see the moves: Headless Heads
1.e4 e6 2.Nc3 d5 3.d4 a6 4.Nf3 c5 5.Ng5 h6 6.Nf3 Nc6 7.Bf4 Bd6 8.e5 Be7 9.Bd3 cxd4 10.Ne2 Bc5 11.c3 Qa5 12.b4 Nxb4 13.cxb4 Bxb4+ 14.Kf1 Ne7 15.a3 Bxa3 16.Qb3 Qb4 17.Qxa3 Qxa3 18.Rxa3 b5 19.Nexd4 O-O 20.Nxb5 Bd7 21.Nc7 Ra7 22.Nxa6 f6 23.Be3 Rb7 24.Nc5 Rc7 25.Ke2 Bc6 26.Nxe6 Rb8 27.Nxc7 Rb2+ 28.Kd1 Bb7 29.Kc1 Rb4 30.exf6 gxf6 31.Bc5 Nc6 32.Nxd5 Kf7 33.Nxb4 Ne5 34.Nxe5+ fxe5 35.Bf5 Bxg2 36.Rd1 Kf6 37.Bc2 h5 38.Rg1 Bf3 39.Be3 h4 40.Rg6+ Kf7 41.Ra7+ Kf8 42.Ba4 Be4 43.Bc5#
Watch the game/see the moves: The Heads have Eyes
Uncertainty and Ontology: Doris Lessing’s Wordless Statement
It’s alive!
“Uncertainty and Ontology: Doris Lessing’s Wordless Statement”
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Hume X, “Of miracles” — A Condensed Version of the Argument
We proportion our belief to our experience, sometimes relying on the testimony of others where our experience is lacking, and we compare testimonies to one another, as well as with our own experience, in determining their probability. In relating testimony to our experience we rely on conformability. Someone who is told that water freezes in the cold but has never seen it may appropriately not believe the testimony because water freezing does not conform with his experience. Miracles may be defined as a transgression against the laws of nature, presumably by the Deity or some invisible agent.
Weighing the testimony of a miracle, we would have to suppose it more miraculous that the testifier would deceive or be deceived than the miracle he purports. Otherwise if it is more likely that the testifier is deceiving or being deceived, then I cannot conclude that the miracle happened. Of course, this also assumes that testimony alone, without experience, can act as a proof of something. Yet no miracle has been attested to by sufficient men of such renowned quality and learning that they would be above deceiving or beyond being deceived, nor has any such event occurred in a location under circumstances that would render any kind of pertinent deceit completely detectable. Often, people will disregard using past experience to judge testimony when they are caught up in the passion of wonder—folklore for example, are the feats of Hercules less attested than the resurrection of Lazarus?
Often an eloquent speaker can also induce in the many a sense of belief—the passion of well-worded propaganda speaking. This sort of talk spreads fast because it is more interesting than the day to day conversation. We can also see that many prophecies and miracles are first given to people with fewer faculties for explaining situations less commonly experienced. A great orator or prophet, we presume, has experience that we do not, and so his testimony becomes considered more reliable than our experience, just as when we are children and do not question our teachers because they know much more than we do. And when one man can convince a large group of others, that large group becomes more testimony to something with tenuous origins. We maintain these things even as our cultures become more intelligent out of a sort of tradition, or belief in our forefathers, though they knew less about the world than we do now.
Also, consider that there are many religions, each with many miracles. These miracles give support for the religion as being valid, which is motivation for supporters to spread them. Also, if someone believes in a miracle in one religion, then they disbelieve the miracles of all others, as the invisible agent(s) in question are different. This is similar to when a judge considers the testimony of two opposed witnesses in court. The miracles of each religion discredit the miracles of the others. If we tried to conceive of all miracles being from the same deity, we would find equal difficulty in reconciling Hercules with Lazarus. Events such as these occur and are refuted in any age, yet we continue the habit. Continued talk of a miracle becomes irrefutable because all testifiers and evidence is gone, save for historical writing; though, if two ancient armies declared that they won the same battle and described it thus, we could no more capably refute one testimony in place of the other. So, no miracle has amounted to being probable, much less a proof. And thus, no human testimony can provide such force as to prove a miracle and make it sufficient support for a religion.
Saying that an Almighty being is responsible for a miracle makes it no more probable. We cannot know the actions of such a being except, again, by experience as to his creations, which work in the usual course of nature. Religion is founded on faith and not on reason, so using reason to defend it will prove impossible. This is because even in the Pentateuch, for example, it does not seem more miraculous that it should be a falsehood than the miracles actually happened, so we cannot reasonably conclude that they did. If faith alone causes someone to assent, then they are willing to allow all that concerns their understanding to be subverted, and for the most contrary of things to replace habit and custom that are established in experience.